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My last 4 years

My last 4 years...

All begins when…

A new employee (who is responsible for a service) decides to hate me and make my work very painful. It psychologically badgered me during nearly 4 years without my superiors not doing anything. I had been with employment for 7 years and the direction to decide to believe somebody who had just arrived.

The worst in all that it is than I worked in a catholic diocese. The religion which says to like the ones the others and not to make of evil to its next. Well it is missed!

I made a large depression at the summer 2007 and I had to be on leave disease during 2 months. I had to make the decision of left this place for my health. I worked at this place during 12 years and I did not receive any thanks for my years of honest services…

2 years ago, at the end of November 2005, my father learned that it had the cancer of the prostate… It should undergo an operation. One week after this news, it was in my turn to learn that I suffered from fibromyalgie (after more than 6 years of suffering and interrogation). I will have to take a medication all my life.

On December 23 of this same year, my mother learned that it had a cancer. The cancer of the uterus, it will have to undergo too an operation it. This year there, the holidays was rather sad…

My father and my mother were operated the second week of January 2006. My parents were hospitalized at the same time, on the same floor of the same hospital, have the same scars, and left the hospital the same day… The doctors had never seen that…

My mother had to receive 12 treatments of chemotherapy at a rate of 1 treatment every month (she lost her hair, etc…) then it made 40 treatments of radiotherapy. It finished its treatments the month of last October. My father made 33 treatments of radiotherapy. Both are in remission.

Last summer, during my depression, the father of my boyfriend had to be made install a pacemaker and we learned that it had the cancer of the kidneys. Cancer is not operable because it is too advanced and it cannot receive treatments because its heart is too weak and would not support the treatments. The doctors give him 6 months at 2 years of life. Since the summer, it lost at least 50 pounds, it does not go more, it moves only in wheelchair, it does not eat much… Christmas was not very happy this year either…

I hope sincerely that the year 2008 will be better…

I hope to be able to meet Criss when I go to Las Vegas to the autumn 2008 and to have a big hug.

P.S. Several people say that my boyfriend resembles Criss and that it has the same vestimentary style. That would be super funny to have my boyfriend and Criss on the same photo!!!

Sorry for my bad english...I try...